Sunday, June 19, 2022

Forgetting Your Identity & Values

 Rev. Debbie Cato
Fairfield Community Church
Luke 8:26-39
June 19, 2022

Holy God, Open us that we may hear you. Silence any voice in us but your own so that we may clearly hear you and what you are calling us to do.  In Jesus name, Amen.

 

Forgetting Your Identity & Values

 

Jesus crossed boundaries when he arrived at the country of Gerasene, opposite Galilee.  He was no longer in Jewish territory but rather in the land of the Gentiles.  Jesus showed that God’s healing and love and teaching was for everyone.

 Immediately as Jesus stepped out of the boat,  a man who had demons, ran toward him shouting at the top of his voice.  He had broken through the chains that bound him for his strength could not be contained.  He was naked and commanded Jesus’ attention.  Jesus said to him,  “What is your name?”  The man did not answer, but the demon answered for him, “Legion.”  Legion meaning, 6,000 demons.  A Roman legion had 6,000 soldiers.  The man was so traumatized that he forgot who he was.  He no longer had an identity of his own.  He forgot who he was.  The demons had taken over. 

That can happen to any of us.  To a kid who is bullied and begins to think they are stupid or ugly or worthless.  To a young woman who is assaulted and thinks it’s her fault and her shame takes over her identity.  To someone who is the victim of domestic violence and begins to believe that indeed they are worthless, incapable of anything good, that everything is their fault, they are unworthy of love. To a child who is raised in an environment of abuse. To someone who has lost their job and remains unemployed for a long period of time.  They come to believe they have nothing to offer.  They are worthless.  It happens as we get older. We can’t do the things we used to do and we feel useless; unneeded.  That sense of worthlessness sets in.

Trauma creates depths of self-doubt.  It erases our personhood.  It clouds our sense of belovedness as a child of God.

Jesus’ asks the man’s name and one of the demon’s answers.  He’s named by what keeps him bound.  We aren’t that different.  We define ourselves by our setbacks, our “lacks.”  Society seeks to define activities that are insufficient.  All of this is compounded by the isolation of Covid.  Especially in young people.  Add this to the toxic political climate, lies spued so easily through social media that are believed because it’s on the internet.   Pretty soon our true selves are lost.  Who are we?

 But Jesus knows that Legion is not the man’s true identity, just as he knows that our brokenness is not our identity.  Jesus heals and transforms the man back into a human being and a beloved child of God.  Jesus is still healing and transforming us today.  He wants us to be wholly who we are designed to be, not the false images we have taken on of other people and circumstances that have been put on us.  We must allow Jesus healing love and grace to pour over us just like it did the man filled with 6,000 demons.

 What’s interesting about this story is the reaction of the people when they see the man has been healed. You would think they w0uld be happy that their crazy, naked homeless man was healed.  But, they are afraid.  They are not happy for him.  They are not amazed at the miraculous healing. They are afraid.

 The people in Gerasene had lived with the man possessed by demons, and even though they said they wanted to help him, when he finally was helped, they did not know what to do with the man who had the power of God.   They were used to him they way he was. It was even more frightening to them that he was whole.  That he was healed.  Int they would have to change their ways.  The community was different now.  Change is hard.  Even good change.  Positive change.

This same sense of loss of identity can happen to a church after years of decline.  You see yourself as “dying”.  As “small” – as if that’s a bad thing.  You feel hopeless and lose your sense of identity and value.  You get tired.  You become afraid to  hope.  Sometimes we are burned out to the point we cannot try something new.  We’d rather stick with the old patterns even though they lead to dead ends because we are afraid that something new will fail us or be more trouble. 

 Sometimes in the church it is more frightening to listen to where God may be calling us to be something new, than to stick with the old ways, even though they haven’t worked as well, but because we know them.  Even though we will just continue the pattern of burnout unless we are willing to embrace the transformation God intends for us. 

 Even Peter, having experienced the resurrected Jesus, still went back to  his old ways around others because of the social loss he would experience if he embraced the Greek believers in the same way he embraced his fellow Jewish believers.  Paul called him out for this and knew that the church had to be something new if it was truly to be the church of Jesus.[1]

 We are at a crossroads.  We have an identity.  We are a church “Creating a welcoming community for all ages to love and serve God, each other, and our neighbors.”  Do you believe that?  I saw it last Saturday at Flag Day as we made and served and sold Kettle Corn and talked with people.  The hugs, the laughter, the conversation.  The preschool children and families that came up to our booth.  We are a welcoming place.

 We’ve identified values that define our church.  We are about community.  We are about the children and youth in this community.  We are welcoming and accepting.  We are all about relationshipsWe had 5 tables of people working out values and the consistency between the tables was amazing.  This is what we are about, church!  Community, children & youth, welcoming and accepting, and relationships. 

 When we finished, someone – I’m sorry, I don’t remember who, said, look – it fits with our mission statement.  We know who we are!

 In September we will figure out the action steps to go with the values.  We will do it as a congregation.  They will not be the same things we have done in the past.  They will not be things we do inside this church.  They don’t work anymore.  They will be things we do outside these walls.  They will look different because church looks different now. 

You may feel afraid, even sad because things are changing.  That’s O.K.  It’s normal.  But the Holy Spirit is with us breathing new life into our church, our congregation, our community. 

 Take our values home and put them somewhere that you will see them on a regular basis.  Mull them over this summer.  Pray over them.  Write down thought that come to you about actions we can take to live out our values and bring them to our September meeting.  Plan to do more than just come to church on Sunday mornings.  We need to be the church in the community and that will take a commitment.  But if Pancakes in the Park and Flag Day Kettle Corn are any indication – it will be a lot of fun.  This is a great community we are planted int.  The Holy Spirit will guide us.  We are in this together. 

Unlike the demon possessed man, we know our identity.  We are a church “Creating a welcoming community for all ages to love and serve God, each other, and our neighbors.”  We care about community.  We care about the children and youth in this community.  We are welcoming and accepting.  We care  about relationships.  This is who we are.  This is who God is calling us to be.  Thanks Be to God!  Amen.

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