Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Looking Forward

A friend posted this on their Facebook page today:

“Tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page book.  Write a good one.” 
Signed 2014

I like that.  Tomorrow starts a new calendar year and for many of us we think of it as a fresh start; a chance to start over.  For many it was a tough year and I’ve heard many people (me included) say that they are looking forward to a new year.  It’s as if rolling the date is going to make a difference somehow.  Like writing 2014 instead of 2013 is somehow going to align the stars differently or change bad luck into good.

But this post reminds me that how we look at life, how we choose to make decisions and spend our time and focus our energies determines the quality of our life.  It’s not just a new year but each morning we awake to a new day; a gift from God.  How we choose to spend each day is up to us.  Make it a good one.

So along these lines, there are a few things I’m going to try to do differently.  These aren’t your typical New Year’s resolutions.  I stopped making resolutions a long time ago because I never kept them.  They just tended to make me feel bad; make me feel guilty; ashamed of my lack of self-discipline.  Rather, these are changes in attitudes and behaviors that I am going to try to emulate during the year.  These are things that Jesus did so well that people were drawn to him because they knew he loved them.  I want to be more like Jesus.  I know that I will sometimes fail because these things are really hard for me.  I am truly imperfect.  But , this is part of my journey and I think spiritual growth is all about trying and sometimes failing and sometimes succeeding. 

So here’s my list of things I’m going to try to do differently in 2014:  

1.  Instead of worrying, I’m really going to try to trust God and believe what I say I believe – that God is in control.

2. Instead of being judgmental, I’m going to try to genuinely love people because they are created in the image of God – everyone.

3.Instead of thinking that I’m in control and trying to figure things out on my own, I’m going to pray about everything - first.  I repeat:  instead of thinking that I’m in control and trying to figure things out on my own, I’m going to pray about everything – first.  Repeat… (well, you get it)

4. I’m going to observe the Sabbath.  I’m going to make self-care and rest a priority.  Jesus did.  God commanded it. 

5. I’m going to focus on relationships rather than work/stuff.  Jesus spent more time with people than he did anything else.  Plus, relationships feed me.

I think if I’m able to do these things better – even 50% of the time in 2014 then I did in 2013, then I will write a pretty good book in the coming year.  Please pray for me!


May the Lord richly bless you in the New Year.

Sunday, December 22, 2013

Different Than Expected

There’s a Christmas song on the radio that I love.  It’s a song that is sung from Joseph’s perspective and it says:

Why me, I'm just a simple man of trade
Why Him, with all the rulers in the world
Why here inside this stable filled with hay
Why her, she's just an ordinary girl
Now I'm not one to second guess what angels have to say
But this is such a strange way to save the world  

This is a strange way for God to save the world.  When we look beyond the words that we are so familiar with, the Christmas story is not the type of story we might expect to find for the birth of the Lord and Savior of the world.  It’s not a grandiose story.  It’s certainly not as romantic as we make it out to be. 

Jesus was born to a poor, unwed teenage mother.  Mary’s pregnancy brought tremendous shame to Joseph; the disgrace of being engaged to be married to Mary who becomes pregnant was unfathomable.  The long, arduous 80 miles journey to Bethlehem by donkey – Mary nine months pregnant.  Normally it would take about 4 days to travel from Nazareth to Bethlehem by donkey. However, Mary, nearing her due date would require more than 4 days for fear of miscarriage. So perhaps it took them a week (or more) to arrive in Bethlehem.

Mary gives birth in the filth of a barn, probably lying on top of stiff, dirty, itchy straw.  The Christ child is laid in a feeding trough for barn animals, not the nice cradle that we find in our nativity scenes. 

The shepherds – the first ones the angels tell of the birth of Christ – the first ones to see the infant Jesus - were outcasts.  Not the most upstanding part of society back in Jesus' day; certainly not the most important people.  Yet these rough, unrefined shepherds were chosen by God to get the first look at the Savior.  The most significant event of the universe witnessed by the nobodies of society.  Unbelievable.
 
God allows his Son…. The Christ to be born into humble beginnings, without any outward splendor.  This Messiah, this Savior is “good news of great joy for ALL the people.”  The long awaited Messiah was not unapproachable royalty.  Was this what Mary expected?  Is it what we expect?

I can almost hear Mary’s gasp of relief when the birth is over; Joseph’s smothered joy at seeing this child;  the cry of the newborn Christ.  Jesus birth was so humble, so seemingly routine; grace took on human flesh and scarcely broke the hush of midnight.  Of course the night wasn’t over yet !  Christ’s birth was a gift and it was one God intended to share.  There was nothing under-the-radar about angels shouting the news of Christ to startled shepherds, singing at the top of their angelic lungs.  Celebration!  Adoration!  Good news for all people!

I don’t suppose the shepherds were expecting divine revelation when they gathered their flocks that night, but after seeing Jesus for themselves, they too, “spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child.”

And more than two thousand years later, we proclaim the same thing.  “He has come!” we proclaim on Christmas Eve!  As the prophet Isaiah proclaimed so many years ago; “A child has been born for us and he is named Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father; Prince of Peace.” 

We hear this story every year.   I don’t get tired of hearing it.  But this year, something caught my attention.  Something really touched me. Tucked in the middle of the reaction of the shepherds. “But Mary treasured all these words and pondered them in her heart.”    In the midst of the humbleness, the unexpectedness of the situation, Mary treasures all these words and ponders them in her heart.

I remember every detail of the births of each of my daughters.  The miracle of the child I held in my arms after so many months of waiting.  Memorizing the shape of their face – their little nose… their mouth.  Fingers and toes.  Their smell.  How beautiful they were.  How perfect.  I guess you could say that I treasured everything about my newborn daughters; “I treasured these things in my heart”.  It’s why I can still recall every detail today.  More than 25 years later I can still feel my emotions when I held my babies for the first time.  I can still put myself back in that hospital bed.  That new baby… still wet with birth fluids wrapped in my arms.  Such a miracle.

I imagine Mary had similar thoughts and feelings.  She had carried her baby for nine months.  She had waited to give birth.  I imagine she was amazed at the simple miracle of birth; I imagine that she was enthralled by the shape of his face… his nose… his mouth.  I imagine she counted his fingers and his toes.  I imagine she treasured the same things about her newborn child that I did.

But this wasn’t an ordinary child.  The shepherds told Mary and Joseph what the angels had told them about the child.   They told Mary and Joseph that they had traveled to Bethlehem to see the Christ child for themselves.  And Mary treasured these words in her heart.  She considered them precious; she cherished them.  She tucked these words; the news that angels had come to a field and proclaimed the birth of her son to these unsuspecting shepherds; that they had traveled to Bethlehem to see for themselves; these reminders of who this child was, in with her thoughts and feelings about the child she had birthed.  This baby boy.  And she treasured them.  She cherished them.  In the Message Bible, Eugene Peterson says that, “Mary kept all these things to herself, holding them dear, deep within her.”  I like that.  She treasured them deep within her.

These words of the shepherds, the proclamation by the angels, are added to her other experiences of God’s revelation – Gabriel’s visit to her nine months before.  She ponders what this all means.  She deeply and thoroughly considers all these things.  She stores them deep within her.

This is God’s Son.  The promised Messiah.  The Savior of the world.   What do you suppose she was thinking?  What do you suppose she was feeling?  For nine months Mary carried God’s child in her womb.  For nine months she must have wondered what he would be like – God’s Son.  She must have thought about what it would be like… how it would be… to give birth to the Messiah – the promised Savior of the world.

I wonder if it was what she expected.  I wonder if she expected that she would have to travel on a donkey for days when she was nine months pregnant.  Do you think she expected to be told there was no room for them to stay?  No place for her to give birth?  Did she expect to give birth to God’s Son in a dirty, smelly stable filled with animals? Did she anticipate that the Savior of the world would lie in a feeding trough filled with hay?  Do you suppose this is how she expected God’s Son to come into the world?   

As Mary held her son that night… as her maternal instincts kicked in, did she wonder how this defenseless baby could be the promised Messiah?   God’s revelation to Mary nine months prior; the angels glorious revelation to the shepherds matched the momentous news that God had come to earth in the person of this baby Jesus.  Did the praising, the worship, the angelic chorus that night, match the reality of her experience? 
 
I imagine that Mary pondered why the promised Messiah – the Savior of the world, would be born in a barn, laid in a feeding trough.   I wonder what Mary was thinking?  Was she thinking that this was a strange way for God to save the world?  Is it what she expected?  Is it what you expect?

The Christmas story is a beautiful story.  I will always love hearing it.  But it’s more than just a story.  This story is life changing and life saving.  God changed the world that night so many years ago in Bethlehem.  This precious baby boy grows up and turns the world upside down.  This precious baby boy grows up and makes the ultimate sacrifice so that every one of us will be forgiven for our sinful ways.  This precious baby boy is our way to eternal life.  This baby boy is our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
 
This night, long ago in Bethlehem, God took on human flesh and came and lived among us that we may not perish, but have eternal life.  This is worth pondering.  This is worth sharing.  This is very good news.  “Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace among those whom he favors.”    Amen.

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Advent Thoughts

This is the Third Sunday of Advent; the season of the Church when we are reminded to wait and prepare for the coming Messiah – to wait for the coming Christ child.  Advent is a time of longing; a time of anticipation; a time of hope.

But why?  Why is such a big deal made out of waiting for a baby to be born in a manger?  Why the fuss?  What is it that we are hoping for?

This is a time when Christians are reminded that there is a big difference between waiting for Christmas and waiting for Christ.  Christmas – the holiday that most of us celebrate; the holiday that retailers count on to make their profits for the year, has come to have little to do with Christ.   Waiting for Christmas is about getting the decorations up, the shopping done.  It’s about scurrying and over scheduling.  It’s about running to get everything done until we are so tired we can’t enjoy it.  But this busyness; what the world has us believe is Christmas has nothing to do with Christ. 

And so each year, while we simultaneously prepare for the holiday of Christmas, the church teaches us to slow down; to prepare ourselves; to wait and watch for the coming Christ.  But again, I ask you:  why?  What’s the big deal?

Advent is a time when we are filled with new hope and great anticipation for what the coming Christ child means for a hurt and broken world.  Waiting for the Christ child requires us to draw on our collective memories of God’s people as a source of hope for the future – hope we sorely need today.  We anticipate and long for the coming Christ because He is the way of redemption and salvation for all the world.  But why?

We hope and anticipate the coming Christ because He is God hidden in human form, who comes to reveal the power of the powerless in his self-giving act on the cross.  And it is through his self-giving act on the cross that our sins are forgiven and we are reconciled to God.  It is through his self-giving act on the cross that we who believe are saved from death and by grace receive eternal life.  This is good news!

But for too many of us, the story stops here.  I am saved, we say.  That’s it.    That’s all that matters.  Yet if we call ourselves Christians – followers of Christ, we need to ask ourselves what this means.  For what reason; for what purpose am I saved?  You see, our individual salvation is not the end-all. 

The prophet Isaiah tells us God’s purpose for the world.   And when Jesus’ began his ministry, he stood before the synagogue and read these same words from the prophet Isaiah. The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners,  2 to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn,” (Isaiah 61:1-2)   And when he finished, he closed the scroll and said, “"Today this scripture is fulfilled in your hearing." (Luke 4:21)  

How many of you are familiar with the story of Alice in Wonderland?  When Alice falls through the rabbit-hole into Wonderland, she is convinced that she has fallen right through the earth and is destined to come out where people will be upside down.

The Third Sunday of Advent invites us into a world of reversals, a world where the captives are freed, where the hungry are filled and where the rich are sent away empty. It is certainly a world where things are turned upside down. From the point of view of social order, such reversals could be considered Antipathies. But from God’s point of view, they are signs of transformation.

In order to appreciate the strength of today’s message from Isaiah, we must remember that he was speaking to people who were dispossessed, people in need of a message of hope, a promise of some kind of economic reversal. This same description of reversal is found throughout Jesus’ teachings in the gospels. There we see that the lowly enjoy the blessings that God promised long ago. 

God offers us the possibility of a new world. The Wonderland to which we are invited is not some mad tea party attended by an array of strange guests. It is a world established in justice and peace, a world in which all will hear the glad tidings of salvation.

In order to enter the mysterious new world that lies before us, like Alice, we have to undergo some kind of change; some kind of transformation. And so once again today, we are reminded that the preaching of John the Baptist is repentance; repentance in preparation for the coming Lord. Make straight the way of the Lord! Get rid of any obstacle that might deter His arrival. Eliminate from our lives the greed that impoverishes others, the arrogance that tries to set us above the rest, the power that makes us abusive, the selfishness that turns us in on our own concerns alone. Today we are all aware of the destructive evil that such attitudes have spawned. We suffer the consequences of their corrosive power. But our faith reminds us that we do not have to remain victims of these forces.

There is a far better way of living in the world, and on this Third Sunday of Advent we stand at its threshold. The question, however, is: Are we willing to step forward? Or are we afraid to have our world turned upside down? Are we the poor who will hear the good news of reversal, or are we the ones responsible for their poverty? Are we the brokenhearted who will be healed, or have we broken their hearts? Are we the captives who will be freed, or are we the captors who have restrained them? On what side of the reversals do we find ourselves?

Advent is a time to search our hearts, to discover where, both individually and as a community, we need to change. It is a time of expectation, for we are told that there is one who has the power to heal our personal brokenness, to heal our fractured families, to heal our troubled church, to heal our bleeding world. Isaiah tells us that he is coming; John tells us that he is already in our midst. His presence among us should make us rejoice; the saving power that he brings should give us confidence. If we open our hearts to this saving power, we can indeed transform our society; we can renew our church, we can work toward peace in the world—we can turn our world upside down.

Isaiah ties God’s salvation of the Israel to the mission of changing the world.  Jesus proclaims this same missional salvation as his reason for being in the world.  If we claim to be followers of Christ, this must be our mission too.  Our salvation is not an end, but a beginning to doing Christ’s work in the world. 


This next week, rejoice in the realization that Christ is in our midst, ready to work through us to heal our world.  But, let’s also spend time praying that God will shine His light to help you recognize what in your life should be turned “upside down” and for the courage to change it.    Amen.  

Friday, December 6, 2013

Just Waiting - Again

I'm not good at waiting.  Probably because I don't like to wait.  I used to pray for patience but then I realized that way too often God gave me what I prayed for - opportunities to learn patience and that just hurt too much!  I've stopped praying for patience!

Yet here I am, waiting on God.  I'm praying and anticipating that God is calling me back to serve His church.  I'm in the discernment process.  I'm waiting.  I want Him to call me NOW.  But I know that's not how God works - His time has never been my time.  I need to rest in the assurance that God has a plan and His timing and His plan is much better than mine - although a clue would be really nice.  I need to trust that the Holy Spirit is in the midst of the process.   And I do trust; and I do know these things.  My problem is that although God has given me lots of opportunities to learn patience, I've never gotten the lessons right.  I've never learned to like waiting.

It's probably no accident that my season of waiting happens to be the Church season of Advent.  Advent is the time of preparation for the arrival or coming of the Messiah - the Christ child.  So Advent to is a time of waiting.  When we are preparing for something, we are waiting.  At Advent, we wait for the birth of Jesus Christ, who I proclaim as my Lord and Savior.  During Advent our lectionary Scripture lessons help us prepare our hearts for this baby that will be born in a barn to teenage parents and completely turn the world upside down.  "The Word became flesh and blood, and moved into the neighborhood."  (John 1:14).

So, as hard as it is, I wait.  While I wait, I pray and read my devotions, and prepare myself (the best I can) for whatever it is God is preparing for me in the future.  I remind myself (sometimes hourly) that God's timing is perfect.  I try to be grateful for what He has already given me and appreciate where I am in the moment.  And if I'm totally honest, I'll also admit that I remind Him not to keep me waiting too long!

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Advent Poem

No one can celebrate
a genuine Christmas
without being truly poor.
The self-sufficient, the proud,
those who, because they have
everything, look down on others,
those who have no need
even of God - for them there
will be no Christmas.
Only the poor, the hungry,
those who need someone
to come on their behalf,
will have that someone.
That someone is God.
Emmanuel. God-with-us.
Without poverty of spirit
there can be no abundance of God.

Oscar Romero