Sunday, March 31, 2024

And I Hope

Rev. Debbie Cato
Luke 24:1-12

Fairfield Community Church
March 31, 2024 Easter Sunday 

God of new beginnings, on that first Easter morning, the disciples struggled to hear the good news. Doubt clouded their minds. Negativity took root and hope vanished with a simple shake of their heads. As we return to this familiar text, help us to hear differently this morning. Open our ears that we might hear the sound of Alleluias ringing through this text. Open up our minds that the mystery and joy of Easter might feel within reach. Open up our hearts that we might believe the unbelievable. And like Peter, in this hearing, may we move closer to you. God of the empty tomb, we are hungry for your good news. Speak to us now. With hope in our hearts, we listen, and we pray, amen.

 

 

And I Hope

 

 

And I hope…  We might imagine Peter hearing the women’s testimony then uttering these words under his breath; and I hope, his voice trailing off in the distance as he dashes to the tomb to see for himself.

 

After denying Christ, not just once but three times, Peter could have run away. He could have cowered in shame, regret, in guilt. He could have let his fear and denial harden his heart and turn him into a shell of himself for the rest of his life. And yet, in true Peter fashion, he turns on his heels and begins again. He doesn't just think about the women's unbelievable story — he takes action. He runs to the tomb to see if it is true. Even after all the worst has come true, Peter stays open.  He stays curious, hopeful. That feels to me like a clear model for what "resurrection hope" looks like.[1] 

 

Peter shows us a “both/and” faith that persists even after all his mountain peaksand deep valleys. Peter drew his sword. Peter denied Christ three

times. Peter was not there when Jesus died. Yet it is Peter who ran to the tomb.

Peter shows us that we can always begin again. We can add an “and” when we

think our stories have come to an end. We can hope.

 

Does Peter run to the tomb because he believes or because he doubts?  Does it really matter why he goes?  For the tenacity of hope drives him there. Peter runs toward hope.  Once he sees the linen cloths on the ground, he returns back home, filled with amazement.  Hope wins out over despair.

 

Frederick Buechner, a great theologian said, “It has always struck me as remarkable that when the writers of the four Gospels come to the most important part of the story, the part about the resurrection, they tell it in whispers.[2]

 

According to the Gospels there was no choir of angels to proclaim it. There was no sudden explosion of light in the sky. Not a single soul was around to see it happen.[3]

 

The way the Gospel writers tell it, Jesus came back from death, not in a blaze of glory, but more like a candle flame in the dark, flickering first in this place, then in that place, then in no place at all. If they had been making the whole thing up for the purpose of converting the world, presumably they would have described it more the way the book of Revelation describes how He will come back again at

the end of time with “the armies of heaven arrayed in fine linen, white and pure”

and His eyes like a flame of fire, and on his head many diadems.”[4] But that is

not the way the Gospels tell it. To proclaim the resurrection the way the Gospels

do, you would have to say it in whispers.[5]

 

They are not trying to describe it as convincingly as they can. They are trying to

describe it as truthfully as they can.  It was the most extra-ordinary thing they

believed had ever happened, and yet they tell it so quietly that you have to lean

close to be sure of what they are telling. They tell it as softly as a secret, as

something so precious, and holy, and fragile, and unbelievable, and true, that to

tell it any other way would be somehow to dishonor it. To proclaim the

resurrection the way they do, you would have to say it in whispers: “Christ has

risen.” Like that.[6]

 

Buechner is comparing the telling of the resurrection to the telling of Jesus’ birth, where there were hosts of angels singing and proclaiming his birth and a bright, new star in the sky. Yet the act that actually saves us, that gives us eternal life is quiet.  Nobody or nothing proclaims it.

 

On the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and the other women go to the tomb and find it empty. This is good news! But is it? Through the messengers at the tomb, the women remember Jesus’ assurances and return to the disciples with the news.

 

But the disciples respond with not only words of disbelief, but with downright dismissal. Some translations say they call the women’s news “an idle tale,” some “foolish talk,” or “nonsense.” The real meaning of the Greek word is “garbage.”

The women announce Jesus’ promises have been fulfilled and the response— 

from the ones who were closest to Jesus— is, “yeah, well, that’s a bunch of

rubbish.”[7]

 

The disciples’ response sounds outrageous.  It sounds insulting.  But, there is so much truth and honesty in this reaction. After all, the good news frequently seems too good to be true. If the tomb is empty, if Jesus has been raised from the dead, then life as we’ve known and expected is no longer possible. The world has been turned upside down.[8] 

 

I think the question Peter asked himself after he heard what the women had to say was “Could it really be true?”  With hope on his heels, he ran to the tomb to

see for himself. After seeing the empty tomb and the linen cloths neatly folded

up, Peter goes home wondering.  And it’s in that wondering that the meaning of

the resurrection lies.

 

The resurrection only makes sense when we remain amazed, marveling and wondering at the love of God that reversed death itself. We are not asked to explain the resurrection, to offer proof for the resurrection, or make a case for the resurrection. We really can’t. How can we? Instead, like Peter, we live in wonder—amazed for how belief in the God of resurrection can truly change the world.

 

A very famous quote of Frederick Buechner is the “resurrection means that the worst thing is never the last thing.” The resurrection means that the worst thing is never the last thing.  Jesus’ death and resurrection means that He defeated

death for all of us and He gave us the gift of everlasting life.  Everlasting life is

the last thing.  No more pain or suffering; no more fear or isolation.  The truth of

the resurrection allows us to run toward hope when even the worst happens. 

Even after the biggest failures, even after the worst case scenario has happened,

we can run toward hope.  Jesus’ resurrection gives us that hope.

 

So the question is, like Peter, will we keep going? Will we keep looking for God in our midst?  Will we keep running toward hope?

 

I’m going to end with a poem from Rev. Sara Speed of Sanctified Art. 

 

Easter Morning

Rev. Sara Speed, Sanctified Art

 

I cannot stay away on Easter Morning.

Like Peter,

I would run if I could.

Stop the car,

pump my arms,

take the church steps two at a time,

all to know—

Did it happen?

Did it really happen?

Is evil no match for love?

I’d slide down the center aisle.

I’d grab the mic to ask

the angels,

the heavens,

the children,

Were the stories true?

And in response, the choir would sing, “Alleluia.”

The children would flower the cross.

The preacher would tell me the stone was rolled away.

The people would pass the peace,

and welcome strangers,

and make room in the pews.

And with faith over doubt,

I would hope.

For I imagine that all of that ordinary holiness

would be enough for Peter,

and it would be enough for me.      

 

Christ has Risen!  He has risen indeed!   Keep running toward hope.  Amen.



[1] FaceBook Conversation.  Lisle Gwynn Garrity.  3.26.2024
[2] Buechner, Frederick.  From “The Secret in the Dark” in Longing for Home, p. 143
[3] Buechner, Frederick.  From “The Secret in the Dark” in Longing for Home, p. 143
[4] Revelation 19:14
[5] Buechner, Frederick.  From “The Secret in the Dark” in Longing for Home, p. 143
[6] Buechner, Frederick.  From “The Secret in the Dark” in Longing for Home, p. 143
[7] Dr. Karoline Lewis.  Sanctified Art.  Commentary.  Easter Sunday. Luke 24:1-12.
[8] Dr. Karoline Lewis.  Sanctified Art.  Commentary.  Easter Sunday. Luke 24:1-12.

Sunday, March 24, 2024

Songs of Loudest Praise

Rev. Debbie Cato
John 12:12-16

Fairfield Community Church
March 24, 2024, Palm Sunday 

God of grace, your Word is like a song. It is the melody that we long to sing, the refrain that we pray will get stuck in our heads. So, as we return to scripture once more, we pray that you would allow us to sink into this song. Allow us to hear the truth in between the words. Allow the cries of the crowd’s “hosannas” to feel like our own. With open hearts and open ears we pray, amen.

 

Songs of Loudest Praise

  

In the Gospel of John, Jesus has just raised Lazarus from the dead which intensifies the plots to kill Jesus. He has dinner at Mary and Martha’s house and Mary washes Jesus’ feet with expense perfume.

And then in verses 12 and 13, John writes: The next day the great crowd that had come for the festival heard that Jesus was on his way to Jerusalem. They took palm branches and went out to meet him, shouting,

“Hosanna!”

            “Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!”

                      “Blessed is the king of Israel!”

 As Holy week begins, Peter is no longer front and center. We imagine he is with

the rest of the disciples when Jesus enters Jerusalem on a colt. As the disciple

witness the crowds shouting hosannas, they must be confused. When they look

back on this experience, when they are locked away in a room after Jesus

crucifixion and death, perhaps they will remember the songs. The singing will

surely be etched in their memories. I imagine they will ponder those shouts of

hosanna.

 

It is Passover and so Jews from all over the region have arrived in Jerusalem to

worship together and celebrate.  Jerusalem was more crowded than normal.  The

city streets were crowded with people celebrating.   People were in a good mood. 

The air was filled with festivities.

As we imagine ourselves in the crowd on this day, we should remember that the

people are supposed to be praising Caesar, but instead they are shouting for the

One entering the city on a donkey. Their singing is subversive, courageous, and

contagious. Their praise shows the ripple effect of public displays of faith.[1]

 

We marched around the sanctuary today, waving our palm branches and singing Hosanna like the people did when Jesus entered Jerusalem. It felt like a parade. We were smiling. We were happy - at least I was. But it is interesting to know that hosanna means “save us.”  We were singing “save us Jesus.” Save us! The crowd was shouting to Jesus, “Save us! Save us!” 

All four of the gospels record Jesus’ triumphal entry into Jerusalem. John’s version is the shortest. John leaves out Jesus’ instructions for his disciples to get a colt and bring it to him. Instead, Jesus finds his own donkey to fulfill the scriptures. In our Soup & Study we have talked about how the Gospel of John always has Jesus being self-sufficient; strong and capable. He did not rely on his disciples to find the donkey[2] like the other gospels tell the story.

 

John goes on to report that, “His disciples did not understand these things at first.” Can you imagine yourself in the crowd feeling the same? Can you picture

the disciples in the crowd waving their palm branches, looking at each other and

wondering, “Is there something these people see that we don’t? What are we

missing here?”[3]

 

The people think Jesus is going to save them. They think he is the king who will save them from the Roman empire. They think he will declare war, defeat the Roman army and restore Jerusalem to the Israelites.  They don’t understand that yes, Jesus is the Messiah.  Yes, he is going to save them. But not in the way they expect him to.

 

Misunderstanding is a common theme in the Gospel of John, and rightly so. We

are not supposed to understand that God, the great “I AM,” came to dwell with

us in the flesh of a human body. And at this point in the story, it is not possible to

grasp what Jesus’ kingship is all about. Jesus’ arrest, trial, crucifixion, 

resurrection, and the promise of his ascension is yet to come. The fullness of

grace upon grace will only be realized once Jesus returns to the Father to prepare

a dwelling place for us. No wonder the disciples could not understand as they

watched Jesus ride by.[4] We would not either if we were there. I am not sure we

always grasp it now, even knowing the whole story.

 

Today is Palm Sunday, the beginning of Holy Week. Holy Week is a solemn time. It is a time when we should be focused on Jesus. We should be thinking about our relationship with Jesus. We should be praying. We should be more aware of our own sinfulness and our weaknesses. We should be repentant. We should be

aware of our need for Christ.

 

Thursday is Maundy Thursday. Maundy Thursday is when we recognize Jesus sharing his last Passover Supper with his disciples. We remember Jesus washing his disciples’ feet. We remember Jesus sharing leftover bread and wine and

explaining that they were his body and blood, sacrificed for them, for the

forgiveness of their sin. We remember that this is why we have the Sacrament of

Communion. Maundy Thursday is the night when Jesus was arrested.

 

Friday is Good Friday. We acknowledge Jesus’ crucifixion and death on the cross, bearing our sins – past, present, and future. We should feel the full weight of our sins. We should understand the weight of torture, humiliation, and pain Jesus experienced.

 

Today, on this Palm Sunday, we are looking forward to the events of Holy Week, yet we also know how the story ends. So, we must view all that happens through a resurrection lens.  We experience Holy Week knowing that Easter Sunday will arrive, and we will celebrate Jesus’ resurrection from the dead. He lives!

 

But we cannot truly experience the joy of the resurrection, we cannot fully celebrate Easter morning if we do not walk all the way to the cross with Jesus. We need to experience and feel the weight of Jesus crucifixion and death before we can fully appreciate and celebrate his resurrection. I hope you will join us for our Good Friday service. I hope you will fully experience this Holy week.

 

I am going to end like I have every Sunday during Lent – with a poem by Rev. Sara Speed from Sanctified Art.

 

Courage

Rev. Sara Speed, Sanctified Art

 

We summon every ounce of courage.

We give ourselves pep talks

and we call our friends.

We dig deep within.

We practice the words out loud,

rolling them around in our mouths,

imagining the response.

We deal out every “what if” card our brain holds on to

and spend absurd amounts of time

imagining all the ways it could go wrong.

And then finally, blessedly, we say it:

I love you.

 

To speak the truth of your heart takes courage.

It always has.

But please,

summon your courage,

join the parade,

and speak with conviction.

For God has been saying to the world since day one:

I love you.

What is your response?

Amen.



[1] Summarized from Sanctified Art. Theme Connections. Palm Sunday. John 12: 12-16.
[2] Excerpts from Sanctified Art. Commentary. Palm Sunday. John 12:12-16.
[3] Excerpts from Sanctified Art. Commentary. Palm Sunday. John 12:12-16.
[4] Sanctified Art. Commentary. Palm Sunday. John 12:12-16.

Sunday, March 17, 2024

Teach Me

Rev. Debbie Cato
Psalm 119:9-16 and Matthew 18:15-22

Fairfield Community Church
March 17, 2024

Teaching God, We want to learn your ways. We want to learn the ways of forgiveness. We want to learn the ways of grace. We want to learn your ways of love. That is part of why we return to your word week after week, because we are hungry to be more like you. So as we prepare to listen to your Word today, calm the noise in our minds. Center our spirits to focus on you so that we might learn and hear what we have missed in this story before. God, we want to learn your ways. Meet us here. Speak your truth. Help us listen. Amen.

 

Teach Me

 

 Forgive us our debts,

          As we forgive our debtors.

Forgive us our trespasses,

as we forgive those who trespass against us.

Forgive us our sins,

as we forgive those who sin against us.

Forgive us for the stuff we have done wrong,

          Just as we forgive those who do wrong against us. 

All ways of praying the same thing.  Lines from The Lord’s Prayer that we pray every week.

 

If you think about it there are three primary prayers we pray:

We thank God.

          We ask God for help. And…

                     We ask God to forgive us.

 

These three kinds of prayers come fairly naturally to us.   They come

when we are grateful, when we are in trouble, and when we are sorry.

 

When Jesus taught his disciples to prayer, he gave them extra instructions about the forgiveness part.  Jesus said:  “If you forgive others when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.  15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.”

 

Did you hear that?  IF you forgive others when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.  But if you do NOT forgive others their sins, your Father will NOT forgive your sins.

 

I don’t know about you, but that causes me to gulp!   I’m quick to ask God to forgive me but, forgiving others doesn’t come so easily nor nearly as quickly.  And yet, at least once a week – during Sunday worship, we all pray together:

          Forgive us our sins

                     In the same way as we forgive our sinners…     (pause)

 

No wonder Peter asks for clarification.  He says, Ok Jesus.  I’ve learned something from you.  I know I must forgive someone who sins against me.  You are generous.  You always give abundantly. So, based on that, I’m guessing that you think I should forgive someone more than once.  So, is seven times enough? 

 

I bet Peter thought he was being really generous – forgiving someone seven times –  that’s a lot of forgiving someone who keeps sinning against you.  Don’t you think?  That’s a lot of grace! That’s abundance. 

 

But Jesus tells him that seven times is not generous enough.  Jesus says, “No, Peter!  Forgiving someone seven times is not enough.  You must forgive them

seventy-seven times!”  Some translations even say seventy times seven! It’s about

abundant forgiveness. Abundant grace

 

Now, Jesus does not mean that we need to keep track of people’s sins on a piece of paper and after you’ve made 77 check marks next to someone’s name for the same sin, you can stop forgiving them!  You’ve finally forgiven that sin enough!  Jesus is telling Peter that forgiveness has no limits, because God’s forgiveness toward us has no limits.  God never stops forgiving us.  And because God never stops forgiving us, we should not stop forgiving those who do us wrong.  Our forgiveness must not have limits either. 

 

And to illustrate his point;

To help Peter understand…

And, to help us understand….

 

Jesus goes on to tell a story about a king who wants to settle accounts with his servants.  One particular servant is brought to the king who cheated him out of several million dollars.  When the king demands that the man pay him back immediately, the man says he does not have the money.  So, to punish the man for his huge debt, the king orders him to debtor’s prison, along with his wife and his children.  They must stay there until he is able to pay back all the money he owes in full. 

 

Now think about it.  If this man, and his wife, and his children are all in prison, how could they ever earn the millions of dollars he owes to pay the king back?  He will never be released because how can he pay back this huge debt while he’s sitting in prison?  His family will suffer right along with him.   It’s a life sentence for them all.

 

Well, the servant knows this because he falls on his face before the king and begs

and pleads with the king.  “Please,” he says, “please.  Be patient with me and I

promise I will pay back every penny that I owe you.  I’m sorry that I stole from

you.  Please, give me a chance.”

 

When the king sees how sorry the man is, he has mercy on him, and his heart goes out to this man and to his family.  The king not only releases him and his family from prison, but he forgives him his debt – even though he owes him millions of dollars!  This is abundant forgiveness. Abundant grace. 

 

Imagine how grateful this man must be!  He and his wife and his children were saved from a life of imprisonment and a debt of millions of dollars.  I can feel the relief he must have felt; the burden that was removed from his shoulders.  His crime was wiped away along with his debt.  A fresh start! He and his family were

given a new life. 

 

Walking out of prison that day, this free man runs into a friend of his that owes him a couple hundred dollars.  Seeing him, the man grabs him by the neck, chokes him, and demands that he pay back the money he owes immediately.  “You pay back everything you owe me!” he yells at his friend.

 

The friend falls down on his face and begs and pleads with the man.  “Please, he says, “please.  Be patient with me. I promise I will pay back every penny that I owe you.  I’m sorry that I haven’t paid you back the money.”

 

Our Father in heaven

                      Forgive us our sins

As we forgive those who sin against us

The man who just moments ago was released from prison and forgiven millions of dollars of debt, hears the same pleas for mercy and forgiveness from a friend who owes him a few hundred dollars.  But he refuses to show him any mercy…

          Refuses to extend him forgiveness….

                     It’s not even that he won’t cancel the debt he owes.

He isn’t willing to be patient. 

He won’t give him time to pay the money back.

Instead, he has him hauled off and thrown into prison until he pays it back.

 

“For if you forgive others when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.  15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.”

 

People in the community saw how merciful the king was to the man who had 

tolen millions of dollars.  They saw how compassionate the king was when he

heard him beg for time to repay the debt.  They watched as the king released the

man and his family from prison.  And they heard in amazement as the king

forgave the millions of dollars that was owed to him. 

 

These same people watched as this man showed no mercy to his own friend.  They were deeply saddened to see this man who had been forgiven so much, cruelly throw his friend in prison over a small debt. 

 

And the king, who just hours before had extended undeserved mercy to this man,

felt the same way because he was furious.  “You vicious servant!” he says.  “I

forgave you your whole debt when you pleaded with me.  Don’t you think you

should have a heart for your fellow-servant like I had a heart for you?” And the

king handed the man over to the guards.

 

“For if you forgive others when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.  15 But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.”

 

Now, I hear this story and I think what an idiot!   I would never do that!  If I owed somebody a million dollars and they up and forgave the debt –

          If they said never mind

                     You don’t need to pay me back –

There is NO WAY I would do what that guy did and demand someone else

          pay me back a few hundred dollars!

I would be SO grateful.

          It would feel wonderful to return the favor.

                     To tell someone else,

                               Never mind.  You don’t have to pay me back.

 

Of course….. I don’t owe anyone a million dollars.   I don’t have that kind of debt.  So, this story is not about me.  (pause)   Or is it?   

 

What is the debt we owe to God?

 

Let’s feel the weight of our indebtedness for just a moment.  To begin to feel the size of the debt on our lives, let’s read the Ten Commandments:

                       

You shall have no other gods before me.  You shall not let anything or anyone come between you and me, God commands.

 

You shall not make for yourselves an idol.  You shall not try to

imagine me in your own terms.

                       

Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy.

          Honor your father and your mother

You shall not murder

          You shall not commit adultery.

You shall not steal.

You shall not give false testimony – you shall not lie.

You shall not covet.  (This is where we get in trouble)

                     You shall not covet your neighbor’s house.

You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife or his male or female servant, his ox or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbor.

 

Now ….. not to sound self-righteous or anything but I still feel pretty good about this.  Sure, I’ll admit I have some other gods.  And yes, some idols too.  I try to keep the Sabbath holy but, it’s hard because the rest of the world doesn’t and well ….. OK, OK, so I covet my neighbor’s car, and I’m jealous that KayDee is going to New Zealand but, I haven’t done any of the “big” sins.  I mean, don’t get me wrong.  I sin plenty!  And I ask God for forgiveness on a regular basis!  But…  I haven’t killed anybody, I don’t steal….. you know what I mean! 

 

Of course, in Matthew 5 Jesus expands on the Ten Commandments a little bit.  He says,  “You have heard that it was said to those of ancient times, 'You shall not murder'; …  22 But I say to you that if you are angry with a brother or sister, you will be liable to judgment; and if you insult a brother or sister, you will be liable to the council; and if you say, 'You fool,' you will be liable to the hell of fire.

 

And, it is true, he did say:  "You have heard that it was said, 'You shall not commit adultery.'  28 But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

 

And ….  O.K., he even said…. "You have heard that it was said, 'You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.'  44 But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.

 

The point is this:  Not a single one of us is without sin.  The anger that I carry in my heart toward someone is no less a sin to God than the murder someone else commits.  This is hard teaching.  Hard to swallow.  But it’s truth. And sometimes the truth is hard.

 

Every failure to live up to these kingdom obligations puts us “in debt.”  Every time we fail to live like Christ,  puts us “in debt.”  What a huge debt we owe!  A debt we can never pay.  Never. 

 

Yet, nearly 2,000 years ago, Jesus Christ grabbed hold of all our debts – past, present, and future -  and was crucified on the cross with them.  And by his blood, he cancelled all of them!  The one who teaches us to pray so boldly, “Father, forgive us our debts,” is the one who takes our debts upon himself, goes to the cross and dies to erase the ledger – though we do nothing to deserve it.  Abundant grace.

 

And what are we asked to do in return?  To forgive those who wrong us in the same way that God forgives us, remembering that their debt to us pales in comparison to the debt we owe to our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

 

Our Father who art in heaven

          Forgive us our sin

                     As we forgive those who sin against us.    Amen.   

 

Teach Me
Rev. Sara Speed, Sanctified Art

 

Teach me about the ways of the wind,

about the ways of the world,

about the ways of the heart.

Teach me about the soft crook of my lover’s arm,

and the way two souls can hold each other close.

Teach me about forgiveness, about the language of I’m sorry

and the softness of sincerity.

Teach me about abundance, about seventy-times-seven

and all the days of my life.

Teach me about joy, about its contagious weaving

and its soul-healing.

Teach me about mercy, about open hands and deep breaths.

Teach me about the dawn of time and the stars in the sky.

Teach me what matters most.

Teach me what is mine to do.

Teach this achingly curious heart

until I run out of questions

or I run out of days.

Teach me some melodious sonnet,

and I will have a life well-lived.